Pain

Piercing pain is one of the best kinds of pain. It hurts but it doesn't....
I got my orbital piercing yesterday after waiting for a while to get it done. It's still in stage one until it heals so it's just two rings. Hardly an orbital at all. But after it heals, oh after, it's gonna be awesomeness linked with one ring! yay! lol

Now that I'm dating Dan, everyone thinks I'm getting more piercings because I'm with him. That pisses me off. These were in the works before I even met him, let alone got with him. For the record: this orbital was planned before Dan. lol

Christmas was quiet. Didn't do a whole lot of running around. We laid around and ate and slept and visited with family. It was very productive I know. I'm going to have to catch up on some reading I should have gotten done over the break. I still have a few days before classes start so I'm not too worried.

Well blogger, I think its time to clean up these holes in my head, have a shower, and get some laundry done. Busy day. lol

I see you and you're all disheveled
Last week's nail polish clings to
Nails bitten down
Why'd you bite them like that?
Why are you so nervous?
Come here honey
Come, I'll make it all better
Your hair frizzes
Trying desperately to escape its loose braids
You care so little about that though
Everything has a mind of its own
It doesn't bother me
I don't mind
Come here honey
I'll smooth it out
Make everything better
Your skin is so soft
It hurts me to touch the
Gentle curves of your body
Beautiful and brown and
Scarred and sacred
Come here, I'll make everything fine
Clean up your nails, blood red nails,
Fix your hair
Fix your life
What's bothering you?



if you only knew how much I miss you sometimes. I wish I could tell everyone........

Crash

crash down/ fall apart/ come back/ you want it/ keep coming/ hide in the smoke/ let it fill you/ cough/ choke/ escape/

I found you again/ lost in your drug/ immobilized/ your favourite side effect/ slow down/ slower/ fall apart/ you need it/

love it/ follow/ dip in/ play around/ die every night/ you're a phoenix/ come back to me/ from the fire/

die again/ keep coming/ you need it/ you need me/ come for me/ crash down/ fall apart/ again/

always again.